are you still mad

ini curcol hari ini sebelum pergi mencari sesuap nasi... :D

baru aja menyelesaikan beberapa rutinitas buang-buang-waktu-harian, terus kepikiran untuk mendengarkan album lama Alanis Morissette "Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie" (1998)... sambil mengenang masa-masa awal kuliah dahulu :D nah lagu yang jadi trek nomor 4 dari album inilah yang menginspirasi posting curhat ini... Are You Still Mad.

ini liriknya...

"Are You Still Mad ?"

are you still mad I kicked you out of bed?
are you still mad I gave you ultimatums?
are you still mad I compared you to all
my forty year old male friends?
are you still mad I shared our problems
with everybody?

are you still mad I had an emotional affair?
are you still mad I tried to mold you into
who I wanted you to be?
are you still mad I didn't trust your intentions?
of course you are
of course you are

are you still mad that I flirted wildly?
are you still mad I had a tendency to mother you?
are you still mad that I had one foot out of the door?
are you still mad that we slept together even after
we had ended it?
of course you are
of course you are

are you still mad I wore the pants most of the time?
are you still mad that I seemed to focus
only on your potential?
are you still mad that I threw in the towel?
are you still mad that I gave up long before you did?
of course you are

of course you are

nah buat kamu kaum hawa... ini adalah daftar perbuatan yang sebaiknya tidak kalian lakukan kepada kami kaum laki-laki! kecuali yang ini tentu aja "are you still mad that we slept together even after we had ended it?" :D of course, i don't! :D

ya udah itu aja... kerja dulu ya!